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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-18 12:19 pm

TV Show Check-in: School Spirits S1E2


Season 1

Episode 2: The counselor should've just told Maddie to stop coming if she was 'giving people too much hope' instead of telling her to stop feelings her feelings. 🙄

Not very smart of Claire to text Xavier 'we need to think of what to tell people' when the police suspect Xavier and can get his text records.

Why is Simon alone able to see Maddie, did it have something to do with seeing her through the window?

Maddie's phone was wiped, Xavier says he tried to delete the text but didn't know her passcode...but the last we saw her with her phone, it had died before she could see the text. Ah, he could have charged it I guess.

Well shit, they found a chunk of Maddie's real phone in the place where Xavier hung out and possibly killed a rat in front of her. Where the hell is Maddie's body...

This show has such a thing about voyeurism. Understandable because they're ghosts but there's running jokes about watching people naked and Charlie ogling men.

I hope Mr. Anderson can be trusted.

Okay so Xavier says he spent the last period trying to unlock her phone, but it was dead right?? And now he seems not to know where her real phone is but he was the one who had it last? Unless the phone had already been switched to a fake one before he got it??

What is with that grief councellor staring at Nicole like that??

Okay Mr. A stop being so creepy...
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-18 12:06 pm

🔊 Daily music

@ Spotify

Always said we're gonna be true
We will never change, we will never change
They could never do it better
Than when we are, are together 🎤

MARINA - True
Non-Acoustic Version
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sennashi_dorei ([personal profile] sennashi_dorei) wrote2025-10-18 07:15 am

Living nightmare

Yesterday was a pretty nice day too, other than police harassment. I saw at least 5-10 police cars and officers, including , going downtown, walking along the harbor, and the only gun i saw was on a police officer, because that is what everyone wants to see at the harbor. Mineswell station them at the amusement parks too.

These morons are out of control, and know exactly what they are doing.

Why they have decided that a HEART SURGERY RECIPIENT needs to constantly feel at unease: I can just let karma figure it out: but dont I deserve to know that justice is real, and have a peaceful life without threat? I am so disgusted.
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yuuago ([personal profile] yuuago) wrote2025-10-17 09:37 pm
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I'm kind of thinking that I want to rewatch Conclave. Just in the mood. There's something about watching a Good Film that I've already seen a couple of times that makes me appreciate it even more. You know, the costuming, the composition of thoughts, the set dressing. Stuff like that.

It'd be kind of fun to watch it with somebody else, but nobody I know in person is into it. Bummer.

And of course, a rewatch would be yet another chance to stare at the most beautiful brown eyes the world has ever seen (according to me, at the moment). Bloody hell I sure do hope Carlos Diehz will be in more movies in the future. He was so good in Conclave! And also he's very handsome!

Gotta' hand it to him, he sure does prove that it's never too late to try something you've always wanted to do, and also have a great time doing it. And also make Quite An Impression to tons of people, apparently. That last bit is outside reach for most and not what everyone's aiming for anyway, but points one and two are very achievable and always good to remember as a Possibility.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-17 10:24 pm

🌈GL Manga Check-in: "Ouji-sama Nante Iranai" ch. 0-12 (reread)



Chapter 0-1: Yukino enters an elite girl's school. It has two opposing factions, Shakuyaku and Botan. She is in Shakuyaku, who excel in studies (according to her teacher), and Botan are just 'goofballs'.

Yukino finds a greenhouse and inside is a sleeping girl from Botan, Nobara, who takes down a pervert and Yukino falls for her. "That day, I met my fated princess."

Chapter 2: Nobara popping out from under the covers was so cute.

Chapter 3-4: I would protect Nobara with my life.

Yukino meets her friend Misa's roommate Maika. She looks elegant and refined but she's shy (loosens up later).

Chapter 5-6: You can't even join clubs that are in the other group's territory?? Let Yukino sing!! At least she got to sing with Nobara alone.
Chapter 7-9: They got to sing together on stage. "If it's with you I think I can do anything." "That's exactly how I feel, too!"

Chapter 10: The dorm heads, Okisaki and Kinoshita apparently used to be close. Uhh is Okisaki a yandere, cause that interaction wasss...

Chapter 11: Maki: ew, girls sending other girls letters? Me: ... well you don't deserve one clearly

Nobara going home with Yukino for Golden Week!!

Chapter 12: Waaah it's so nice seeing them in casual wear! And first name basis obtained!! I'm so happy for Nobara. Was Yukino adopted?
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-17 04:45 pm
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October Anime PTW 2

I used my boardgame here.

I finished 6/6 from my last PTW challenge and it went great! I'm exhausted so wish me luck especially after my game/etc challenge went awry...🤞

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Sakura from Wind Breaker
Skill: Re-draw a prompt once


Roll #1:

An 11! Prompt: supernatural element. I could watch more of the vampire show but I think I'll give it a break this weak and watch more Delico's Nursery, it's been too long.

Roll #2:

A 5 and that was too close to the trap tile for my poor heart lol, prompt: gender bender. I spent too long on this when I should've used the skill from the start, I don't have much in anime that counts for this;; Next prompt was 'European element' and I don't care if Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku counts, we're doing it.

Roll #3:

A 4, prompt: fantasy element...Slayers!

Roll #4:

A 7, prompt: dystopia/apocalypse, right when I was thinking of Dr. Stone!

Roll #5

A 7, prompt: based on a novel. Durarara!!

Roll #6:

An 8 and the end. Reward: more Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei-bu LOVE!, the wacky hijinks are something to look forward to lately.

Moved a bunch of stuff back to PTW because I'll have to rewatch them before continuing.

Anime PTW List:

[Vampire/Mystery] Delico's Nursery
[Isekai/Fantasy]  Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku
[Sword & Sorcery] Slayers
[Sci-Fi/Adventure] Dr. Stone
[Action/Mystery/SPN] Durarara!!
[Magical Boys] Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei-bu LOVE!
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-17 03:42 pm
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October Anime Wrap-Up

Watched ep. 4 of Babanba Banban Vampire, it ended with a bang!

Watched Ikoku Irokoi Romantan, give it a 6.5/10.

Watched ep. 1-5 of Cardfight!! Vanguard, good and relaxing show so far!

Watched ep. 8-9 of Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei-bu LOVE!!

 Watched S2E11-12 of Wind Breaker, I hope season 3 won't be too long coming!

I finished Sasaki to Miyano with ep. 10-12 and rated it 10/10! 
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-17 03:35 pm

Anime Check-in: Sasaki to Miyano ep. 10-12 END


Episode 10: Lmao Kuresawa asks the fortune teller what BL manga he should buy his girlfriend.

What's going on with Hanzawa?

Miyano is afraid of hurting Sasaki if he says he likes him but it doesn't work out. By the end he realizes he definitely likes him.

Episode 11: Ah, so Hanzawa's two brothers came out as gay but one thought he was gay too, but he likes girls.

Miyano why are you listening to a rando about breaking up after Christmas?? Don't use such a dumb excuse to wait...

Man, putting pressure on the one straight son to have children is so shitty. Seems like he's content just hanging with friends and doesn't want a girlfriend right now.

Episode 12: Awww the confession was so cute. Sasaki covering his face! And Miyano thinking of Hanzawa's advice.

Miyano trying so hard to get his feelings across. 😭

Nggah the lip touching, the hand kissing, better than the mouth kissing even!

Kuresawa waiting for permission before telling his GF about SasaMiya, I really like him.

Ahh that was so good, it was 'just' a high school story with self-discovery, romance and friendship but it was really uplifting especially in these trying times. *chinhands*

I forgot the other pairing got a movie, I'll have to watch it after I watch the SasaMiya one etc! I'll read the manga in the future too.

I'm giving the anime a 10/10 because I can't think of anything that brought it down or I don't care enough if there was.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-17 12:05 pm

October Game/Drama CD/etc To-Do

Used my game/drama/etc boardgame. Last challenge here.

So my first challenge went really well, I finished everything and enjoyed the process if not the media! Brothers Conflict took the longest because I had to finish a whole route (I was afraid to do it in chunks lest I forget things by the time I played it next). The fastest was the Wind Breaker drama CD.

Avatar:

Love in Deepspace/Romance
Skill: Cover two prompts with one thing


Roll #1:

Ya know what, whatever, it was 7, start over... A 5, prompt: European element. Why do I have this prompt when I can rarely tell what's European. 😭 Whatever, I'm going with Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku.

Roll #2:

Whoaaa, I got a...12...oh. Trap tile. O...kay... I'm so tired. Went back, re-rolled, got another 5, prompt: mood read basically. Using skill for Mahoyaku.

Roll #3:

Argh I downloaded a tab saver and it messed up this tab and the board one so I'm having to fix the board and reroll because I can't remember what I got for this one. Got a 9 which is generate from To Play tile. Got Idolmaster SideM, I know I've seen a bit of the anime.

Roll #4:

A 2, prompt: Voice drama. I'll do a Boku no Hero Academia drama CD.

Roll #5:

A 7, prompt: supernatural element. More Tokyo Debunker, I need to catch up more.

Roll #6:

An 8, one before the end. Prompt: mystery/crime element. More Buddy Mission BOND!

Roll #7:

A 7. I'm going to go out on a limb and reread some Food Fantasy stories. I redownloaded the game but I don't feel like reading that small font so I'll probably just use the wiki and Youtube depending on how far I get.

Links:
Mahoyaku
Idolmaster SideM
Buddy Mission BOND:
LP w/ commentary | less commentary

Most looking forward to: Buddy Mission BOND
Least looking forward to: Idolmaster SideM or BnHA can't decide

~Game/Drama CD/Etc To Do List~

[Mobile Game/Fantasy] Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku
[Mobile Game/Idol] Idolmaster SideM
[Drama CD] Boku no Hero Academia
[Mobile Game/Supernatural] Tokyo Debunker
[Game/Mystery/Crime] Buddy Mission BOND
[Game/Fantasy] Food Fantasy

x3 mobile games, x1 drama cd, x1 game
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-16 11:16 pm

Game Check-in: Brothers Conflict - Passion Pink (Yuusuke's Route)


I'm playing the PSP version, which is broken up into two games: Passion Pink and Brilliant Blue because there were so many brothers they had to split it up. 😂 The version for the PS Vita where they combined the two is called Precious Baby.

The story starts with Hinata Ema heading towards her new home. Her father has remarried and Miwa, the new wife, has 11 sons. I don't know yet if they're all blood-related or not because...dayum. Ema has a companion squirrel named Juli that looks like a girl but speaks in a manly voice hahah. Anyway, so Miwa and the brothers own this whole complex called Sunrise Residence. I think it said Miwa runs an apparel shop? And the sons have various jobs or are still in school. There are a set of twins who are seiyuu. The age gap between the youngest and oldest is quite large and they all look very different except the twins I guess?

Character impressions/types:

Masaomi: Gentle doctor type, I like it
Kaname: Playboy monk, back off dude
Tsubaki: imouto moe, weird voice, too handsy
Azusa: Seems like he holds Tsubaki's leash
Subaru: he blush (bad with girls)
Yuusuke (red-head): Ema's classmate, boisterous, probably a tsundere?
Wataru: Weird voice for a kid
Iori: ikemen popular high-schooler, aloof
Ukyou: sorry, I thought of A3! Ukyou with that hair and manner haha
Miwa: aw she gets a daughter and they get along so well!
Rintarou: I'm glad he found someone he loves after losing his wife


Aw, Ema's friend Maho is cute, and Sasakura is nice.

I decided to start with Yuusuke's route first. It's going to be a 'classmates turned siblings fall in love' one. According to the guide, giving anyone gifts who you're not romancing is a no just in case. 😩 Not even Wataru (I know, he has a route too)?? Also you can't spend any time with anyone besides your chosen LI, I guess it's too risky too.

Seems like Ryuusei could hear Juli speak to Ema?

Yuusuke and Subaru are funny and cute together. 😊 Ema getting so excited during Subaru's game was hilarious, too. Methinks Yuusuke puts Subaru on too high of a pedestal though.

I kinda like Iori, he's so...soft? And he's gentle with Ema. Fuuto on the other hand looks soft but is spiky lol I look forward to his route to see why.

Poor Ema at the beach villa, the boys lusting after her and being weird because she wore a two-piece. 😅 It's funny that Subaru made her wear his hoodie but he's still wearing it in his sprite. Ah yes, women can't join in with the big boys, they're too weak to keep up. Also women are there to be ogled even if they are your new sister and underage. I'm trying to see this from the average younger girl's POV playing this I swear, but it's hard. Also Ema is very very dense, she can't fathom that a guy would think she's cute or that showing a lot of skin would make guys aware of her femininity or that certain things are seen as couple things.

Yuusuke freaking out over Ema stepping on a seashell. 😂 "Save her!" It's the first time seeing the girl he's really starting to like be hurt, plus he freaked out and missed what she said, he just saw the blood and ran with her to Masaomi. And come to find out, Masaomi (a doctor) has a fear of blood?!

Maho keeping the bunny outfit secret from Ema until the day of...NOT a good bestie move.

Miwa trying to get her new teenage daughter hitched to one of her sons at her wedding;; Oh yeah, and Tsubaki and Azusa are actually triplets with Natsume and whom Subaru has some kind of beef with??

So Rintarou and Miwa don't even live in the same part of the complex as the kids?? I bet neither of them gave the guys a talk about not sexually harassing Ema while living in such close proximity without a guardian. >.> Plus Wataru is 10 years old, yeah the older bros probably help him but way to be hands off.

Well I was not expecting this twist. While Ema was looking for the empty photo book to put the wedding photos, she found a box with stuff that included a picture of her as a baby being held by a man named Kenji and a certificate that says he's her dad. So if something happened to him and Rintarou adopted her, he's kept this a secret all her life. I get waiting until she was like 12 or so but she's like 16, right? I did get the feeling he wanted to tell her something when he first introduced her to Miwa.

So I've lost all trust in the guide I've been using and have switched to another and am kind of winging it otherwise.

The whole Hikaru thing was so awkward, they didn't tell Ema who Hikaru was so she assumed Hikaru was Kaname's girlfriend and I got second hand embarrassment. Hikaru presents completely feminine including voice but everyone including him finds it funny that Ema thought he was a woman. Miwa was so excited to get a daughter when she had Hikaru this whole time who probably would've loved dressing up. And Ukyou saying it's rude for Hikaru to call he and Ema sisters because ~he's really a man~. Pretty sure Hikaru has a route, I'm scared how that will be handled.

I must like soft boys, I like Ryuusei too.

space saver
Wow, Masaomi being forced into an omiai...and Miwa implying she wished it had been Ema. BTW, Ema is 16 I think and Masaomi is 31. (Speaking as someone who dgaf about age gaps, I just think it's funny especially thinking of the speech Miwa gave about how they don't care if Ema gets with one of her sons despite being their new sister - Rintarou did speak up and say it's Ema's a bit young to be married at 16 after Miwa gave her the bouquet). BTW the wedding is the first time we see Rintarou near Ema again, we don't get any 'fatherly check-ins' to make sure Ema is doing okay with all the boys.

It's interesting how Ryuusei uses 'chii' just like Juli does. 🤔 That's certainly not a common way to address people, ya know??

LMAO sick burn from Ema to Kaname on Christmas, glad she's able to snap back at him for his womanizing.

I'm not sure but I think you can romance Tsubasa and Azusa together, I look forward to that.

Fuuto calling Hikaru an okama...he is such a little terror wth.

Oop, Sasakura finally confessed his feelings to Ema and of course someone overheard. I feel maybe a little bad for Sasakura, he's not a bad guy. He should've confessed sooner, though I think Ema would've said 'I don't see you that way' still. He did say 'you might change your mind' but he also said he'd like to be friends so I don't think he would bring it up again unless she did, which she won't.

Ack, Yuusuke started avoiding Ema because of the rumors that they were going out. =( He's the one who wanted to keep it secret that they were siblings now. The rumors would die down if they told the truth. (Of course that would not help in this situation since they like each other.)

On Ema getting bullied by Minakami... "If I ignore it it will stop." Maybe if you completely abandoned Yuusuke but it will only escalate as long as you stay by his side. And Yuusuke needs to know about it unless you think he's the kind of guy who would want to be friends with a bully. Fuuto's part in Yuusuke becoming aware of the bullying was interesting.

No birthday for Ema where the LI gives her a prezzy? =(

The sleepovers were my favorite part! I wonder if the other routes get something similar? Lol I'm scared to imagine Kaname's.

So Yuusuke turned out to be a big tsundere who has a sense of justice, and if you choose 'fair' options, even if his sense of chivalry rears up, he likes Ema better for it. He can be a bit sexist but it's not ill-intentioned of course. I found Yuusuke/Ema to be really sweet and enjoyed them together. I worry I should have saved him for last though after a spoiler I saw...I may just end up feeling bad for him with each new route, oops.

I saved some screencaps but didn't realize the program wasn't working right, booo.

After I finished the route I went back and looked at the Yuusuke album only to realize I was missing one, and there was no way I was moving on with this game until I got it, so I had to look through multiple guides until I tracked it down, finally went into the Memories section and found the right chat, I still don't know how it happened but it was worth it for this screenshot:


I'd say I give this route an 8.5/10? I'm typing this when it's been a few weeks since finishing because of trying to figure out what scene I was missing;;

As for the game itself, it was very tedious after a while of scheduling days with only a few chats here and there plus the amount of repeating dates, even though I did the same date location multiple times I still think I misses some scenarios. At least I'll be more used to it when I do another route.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-16 09:23 pm

Audio Drama Check-in: 🎤 Paradox Live LN Hidden Track: MEMORY {cozmez}




Aw, how long in the future does this take place? Shiki, Kanata and Nayuta on the rooftop talking about the past.

"I've been through a lot, too," Kanata said, tracing back his memories as he looked at the sky. "Far as I can remember, I was a real bastard. I got off to a shitty start with SUZAKU from BAE. I even got told off by the Nayuta phantom I had made... even when you weren't around, Nayuta, you kept saving me. ... I act like I'm such hot shit, but the truth is I can't cut it on my own. I've been relying on everyone around me to get by."

I'm proud of Kanata that he's able to say all this out loud. =')

"Man, while I was out, you guys have both grown up a lot, huh?" Nayuta said with a pout, giving the smiling Kanata and Shiki a pointed, slightly jealous look.

Oh, we're getting Nayuta's POV the day he jumped!! Man, these stories are a blessing.

"Bastard..." Kanata growled, almost animalistic. The atmosphere quickly turned gentle, however, as Kanata reached out to gently cup Nayuta's cheeks. The warmth of his hand felt nice, and Nayuta lifted his own hands to place them atop Kanata's.

Huddled together on a single narrow futon, they touched each other to prove that they were both still there.

They put their foreheads together, close enough for their breath to intermingle, and spoke in hushed tones like they were telling each other a secret. It probably wasn't necessary, but they still wanted to convey the feeling of secrecy and intimacy between the two of them.


My poor co-dependent boys...

He had been surprised by how well anything fashionable suited Kanata, and he wanted to spend his entire life enjoying it.

If it suits Kanata then it suits you too, Nayuta!

Hahahaha Nayuta kicking that guy in the dick who was bullying Shiki!

Aww Shiki/Nayuya's first meeting. Shiki was the first person outside of Kanata to show him unconditional kindness.

Damn, so Shiki's mother and father died protecting him, he had his father's rosary as a keepsake and it got stolen by a thug. Wait does he ever get that back?

Nayuta couldn't give Shiki a place in cozmez so he did the next best thing by showing him his secret hideout and making it theirs.



So the whole reason Nayuta started doing the clinical trials job for Alter Trigger is because Kanata wanted an expensive instrument, and since he still believed in Santa, Nayuta wanted to get it for him. And it was as he was trying to figure out what part job Kanata was doing that he got recruited for it. He told Shiki who was worried about it and offered to get a part time job to help. Nayuta promised not to overdo it but we all know how that went......

Nayuta thought perhaps that his ability to feel happiness just for someone else’s sake was one of Shiki’s true talents.

Really sweet observation.

It would've been cute if Shiki surprised Nayuta with his own Christmas gift to him.

Nayuta's POV as he fell was a LOT. At first he felt like he had ended it well and Kanata was his last thought, but then he heard and saw Shiki's anguish and realized he'd fucked up, because Shiki had never been that upset before and Nayuta did that to him and he was leaving Kanata alone to boot.

He had just forced his burden upon Shiki instead of Kanata. He had twisted Shiki’s warm and kind smile.

So thinking so hard about Kanata and Shiki was kind of like what Allen and Anne did for Hajun when his phantometal was taking over?

That was such a good story, it covered a lot of stuff I was wondering and then some!!


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michifugu ([personal profile] michifugu) wrote2025-10-17 09:12 am

some stuff about majik

 
Some rambling about Madan no Ichi spoiler before the leaks came out. So BE WARNED
WARNING HUGE SPOILER )

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BEATBREAK.bitflip ([personal profile] bitflip) wrote2025-10-16 12:20 am
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now i get the coffee-shop writers TBH

*births an evil alien from my spine, epicly*

hieee everymeep ::) im. MEGA HYPER TIRED AND ACHEY!!!!! Its gonna be that time of the year isnt it.. hashtag chronic pain enjoyers unite against cold weather flares

ive been having really bad sudden stings of back pain (like, specifically on the spine, but of course my lower-back-hips-area is not exempt) and around the shoulderblade, but i think its from sudden stress i was in with the Exam Week and the Terrible Horrifying Essay and other such chokingful amounts of homework.

At least, it's finally... thursday. TOMORROW'S viernes SO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALMOST WEEKEND""!?!"!!>!"

And on saturday i SHOULD be going to an event in the Hornet cosplay!!!!Gawly gawhs!!!

my The Guy™ practically did it for me .. NOT LIKE I WANT TO ENSLAVE HIM, but actually having the time and places to do this together is. Really Hard. See, my parents dont let me go to anyone's house no matter what. One time they let me just to make this project we just HAD to do and they got mega mad at me anyway for.. BEING BUSY WHILE DOING EVERYTHING OF THE VIDEO PROJECT IN 1 DAY WITH JUST A FEW HOURS TO DO IT.

Well, whatever. He helped out of the incredibly vast kindness of his heart. I also have been saving money so I'll buy myself stuff there, but the coolbest part is obviously cosplaying-- is that a fucking butterfly in the library. WOAH. Okay.

Ok and I also ran out of time before class but its like, nothingburger class. Tutorias. how do u even translate that.

Anyway i DO Get coffee-shop writers now. ykwitaat (you-know-what-im-talking-about-absolutely-totally) cause when i write my journal entries or fanfics anywhere outside of my house? Bliss and beauty, bliss and beauty man. Especially when its night and like all nice and im outside. Maybe what I need is to change my environment to be a bit happier but like. No space at home to do that ::P lets see what I do when i get myself another place to live in like an adult. yEAH i kNOW im barely 18 but like.....

anywayyyyy ::P gotta go n shtuff but.. woahhHornet.
Also the cosplay is coming together really beautiful. Well i think he's practically done. We dont have the cloak/dress but i have a red dress and coat i can throw on-
OK I RLY GOTTA GET GOING IM A SUPER SLOW WALKER Byah
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-16 04:01 pm
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October Webnovel TBR

Using my gameboard! Last challenge here.

So many good ones last time! I'd like to continue some of them for sure. 👌


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Mo Dao Zu Shi | Supernatural
Skill: re-draw a prompt once

Roll #1

A 4 (at least it's not a 7 this time). Prompt: fantasy element. Trash of the Count's Family.

Roll #2

A 9 and the 'generate from reading list' tile. A 12, that's...well, what a sad time to find out Unicorn Legion was dropped by the author. T_T Waiting Upon You then, the BDSM one.

Roll #3

A 7, prompt: mood read basically. There's no 'mutual unrequited love' but that's what I wanted so I found this close-enough list. Picked one that was on my Unread list already: Ever Since I Take Home An Adonis Who Has Lost His Business.

Roll #4

Another 7. Prompt: Highest rated on TBR. We have a tie with Little Mushroom and SAYE at 4.8 stars. The tag difference is sci-fi vs slice of life, I'm feeling the latter so SAYE it is!

Roll #5

A 7...again? Prompt: arranged marriage. I don't want to read something like that right now so using my skill. I'll go with reverse harem since I haven't read It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game in a while.

Roll #6

A 4, right before the end. Prompt: flowers on the cover. There were three options, I chose Epiphanies of Rebirth.

Roll #7

A 7 and the end. Gwangong or Cai Cai...Survive! Gwanggong! it is again!


Webnovel TBR List:

[Fantasy/Adventure] Trash of the Count's Family
[BDSM/BL] Waiting Upon You
[BL/Romance] Ever Since I Take Home An Adonis Who Has Lost His Business
[BL Romance/Drama] SAYE
[Game/Reverse Harem] It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game
[Time Rewind//Business/BL] Epiphanies of Rebirth
[Game/BL] Survive! Gwanggong!

x5 BL, x1 Het and x1 Gen
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sennashi_dorei ([personal profile] sennashi_dorei) wrote2025-10-16 07:34 am

Well wishes for a nice day!

It is so great to wake up and feel well!

As many complaints as you hear from me, there are still on occasion, days where I wake up, completely free of any complaint. No tiredness, no achiness, no pain, no... complaints! It truly actually happens sometimes, like today, but it is not common enough.

Many days, thankfully, and I wake up, and may not feel well for the first 15-20 minutes that I am awake, and as I get moving, it feels better.

And, even though I am waking up feeling well today, it is not guaranteed to last through the day. I'm still often getting 10k+ steps in.

It should be noted that I think different medical problems have different consequences: so when I tell you that I'm really feccing sick, and still getting 10-15k steps in per day... it is not my argument that all sick people should be required to heavily exercise even while sick.

As I have stated before, it can regularly be the case that if I exercise, it can help my chest feel better. You can't walk off a broken leg etc.

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Yesterday was really not great, I felt sick a lot of yesterday. Thankfully sort of lightly in the way where comfort was possible, but unfortunately just could not do much.

I was hanging out with my Okaasan.S, and she wanted to go for a walk.. I wasn't feeling well, and didn't know if it would really work out or not.. but I opted to agree. We went and checked out a shop, and had a nice time. After that, she went on her way, I hopped on a bus, and then I continued walking for about another mile long walk before ending it for the day.

I didn't feel that great, but it was enjoyable enough. In some ways, I did feel better walking than I did laying down, but it was very comfortable to rest frequently. I regularly rest frequently on my walks these days.

When I first started picking up seriously walking, I didn't rest as much. I was there for the exercise, so I would just really walk a lot with out many breaks, and it was fine.

I can definitely do that more than I do these days. But when I go out for a walk, I'm not just going for the exercise, I'm also going to enjoy my time being outside. So, I very much enjoy sitting and taking breaks along the way!

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Police harassment

I'm back home, it's not bad. The vacation was mostly great, but the first day I showed up, I went out for walks, and saw as many as 15-20 patrol cars.

They were just driving around, and their cars are not as offensive as the ones here in the inner city. Just a small emblem and I don't think they even had flashers.

I just let it be, and continued on my way. But they kept continuing their psychological experiments on me. And I am certain they are doing this on purpose: they have arrest me, placed me in a jail cell for at least a week, I have a record online, they definitely know who I am.

One day, they got out of their car at a street corner that I would have to walk by to get back home.

And since I have been back here from my "vacation," about two days ago, I was out, and they were parked outside of where I live.

I decided to call 911 and complain about the level of harassment. They put me through to the supervisor, and all I got was: "I'm sorry that happened to you, but we cannot make them move." Literally, a heart surgery recipient in a jail cell, and all they can say is "Sorry, but we can't do anything." If you really think that a disabled person belongs in a jail cell, then yes, I do think that you belong in a behavioral health unit.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-15 04:51 pm

TV Show Check-in: School Spirits S1E1


Season 1

Episode 1: Wow! Okay, so episode starts with Maddie as a ghost realizing that she doesn't remember what happened to her. Blood was found in the school boiler room and she is missing.

There is basically a group therapy for ghosts and the teacher tries to help them accept that they're gone and to move forward (to 'the great beyond'). Of course Maddie can't accept that attitude because she has no idea what happened to her and she's not ready in general. She had a boyfriend and two close friends, and her mom was a drug addict so she had to take care of her.

Throughout the episode we found out the attitude of the school, her friends and family and tiny hints about what happened. The biggest suspect is the boyfriend because he's a 'bad boy' but there's no evidence until we find out he has Maddie's phone. However it turns out he had it because he was cheating on her and and was trying to cover up evidence of it.

At the very end, Maddie thanks her friend Simon for his kind words and friendship while looking at him in the window while the vigil for her goes on outside...and he seems to see her!!!

IMO I think she is dead, otherwise they'd have found her in a hospital, unless they're a doctor who could've taken her home and insured she survived? And I feel like it would've shown in her ghost body through flickering or moments of clarity.

So I think this will be about her solving her murder and through this connection to Simon getting the info to him, and since it's multiple seasons, she'll continue helping other people.

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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-10-15 02:36 pm

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Don't bury thoughts that you really want
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kiramori ([personal profile] kiramori) wrote2025-10-15 02:06 pm

Haiku Are Stupid and They Don’t Have Titles or Rhymes

In orange filled-fields
Longing for the crows I scare —
Oh lovely evening

I've been interested in haiku lately, which, of course, means I had to learn how to write haiku in both English and Portuguese. This endeavor made me realize I kinda hate the English language — mostly because it is so simple it feels limiting. While trying to learn about poetic syllables in both languages, I realized that it is much easier to find material to study in Portuguese than in English. I attribute that to the fact that poetry is a much bigger part of the culture in Brazil than in the U.S., and most, if not all, people had to learn how to read and write poetry in school, simply because it is necessary for a proper understanding of the language in its more nuanced aspects.

No vento e no sol
O lembrar de teu sorriso,
Sereno Momento

That said, poetic syllables in English are a bit “vibes-based.” You need to know which sounds form a syllable — for example, in “Longing for the crows I scare,” the separation is [Lon/ging – for – the – crows – I – scare], so all words aside from the first one are single poetic syllables. While in Portuguese that’s also kinda how it’s done, the syllables are separated much like grammatical syllable separation, with some rules added for good measure. Like in the poem above, “Sereno momento” is separated as [Se/re/no – Mo/men/to], but the “to” syllable is not considered because of the last tonic syllable “men” that comes before it. Also, in “No vento e no sol” there’s a junction in [ven/toe], so “to e” is a single poetic syllable.

All in all, haiku is a fun language exercise — kinda like a bite-sized grammatical puzzle in which you can express complex ideas using only three verses. There’s also the kigo [季語], which is a word that relates to one of the seasons. That’s because haiku is heavily associated with the “man and nature” relationship. And there’s the “stop,” which is actually a grammatical quirk of the Japanese language, but can be somewhat translated using punctuation like “—” and commas.

I still find it stupid that haiku don’t have titles or rhymes, but I guess a writer can do whatever he wants lol.
I don’t fear you, Haiku Police and Cult Writer Clowns!