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I'm playing the PSP version, which is broken up into two games: Passion Pink and Brilliant Blue because there were so many brothers they had to split it up. 😂 The version for the PS Vita where they combined the two is called Precious Baby.

The story starts with Hinata Ema heading towards her new home. Her father has remarried and Miwa, the new wife, has 11 sons. I don't know yet if they're all blood-related or not because...dayum. Ema has a companion squirrel named Juli that looks like a girl but speaks in a manly voice hahah. Anyway, so Miwa and the brothers own this whole complex called Sunrise Residence. I think it said Miwa runs an apparel shop? And the sons have various jobs or are still in school. There are a set of twins who are seiyuu. The age gap between the youngest and oldest is quite large and they all look very different except the twins I guess?

Character impressions/types:

Masaomi: Gentle doctor type, I like it
Kaname: Playboy monk, back off dude
Tsubaki: imouto moe, weird voice, too handsy
Azusa: Seems like he holds Tsubaki's leash
Subaru: he blush (bad with girls)
Yuusuke (red-head): Ema's classmate, boisterous, probably a tsundere?
Wataru: Weird voice for a kid
Iori: ikemen popular high-schooler, aloof
Ukyou: sorry, I thought of A3! Ukyou with that hair and manner haha
Miwa: aw she gets a daughter and they get along so well!
Rintarou: I'm glad he found someone he loves after losing his wife


Aw, Ema's friend Maho is cute, and Sasakura is nice.

I decided to start with Yuusuke's route first. It's going to be a 'classmates turned siblings fall in love' one. According to the guide, giving anyone gifts who you're not romancing is a no just in case. 😩 Not even Wataru (I know, he has a route too)?? Also you can't spend any time with anyone besides your chosen LI, I guess it's too risky too.

Seems like Ryuusei could hear Juli speak to Ema?

Yuusuke and Subaru are funny and cute together. 😊 Ema getting so excited during Subaru's game was hilarious, too. Methinks Yuusuke puts Subaru on too high of a pedestal though.

I kinda like Iori, he's so...soft? And he's gentle with Ema. Fuuto on the other hand looks soft but is spiky lol I look forward to his route to see why.

Poor Ema at the beach villa, the boys lusting after her and being weird because she wore a two-piece. 😅 It's funny that Subaru made her wear his hoodie but he's still wearing it in his sprite. Ah yes, women can't join in with the big boys, they're too weak to keep up. Also women are there to be ogled even if they are your new sister and underage. I'm trying to see this from the average younger girl's POV playing this I swear, but it's hard. Also Ema is very very dense, she can't fathom that a guy would think she's cute or that showing a lot of skin would make guys aware of her femininity or that certain things are seen as couple things.

Yuusuke freaking out over Ema stepping on a seashell. 😂 "Save her!" It's the first time seeing the girl he's really starting to like be hurt, plus he freaked out and missed what she said, he just saw the blood and ran with her to Masaomi. And come to find out, Masaomi (a doctor) has a fear of blood?!

Maho keeping the bunny outfit secret from Ema until the day of...NOT a good bestie move.

Miwa trying to get her new teenage daughter hitched to one of her sons at her wedding;; Oh yeah, and Tsubaki and Azusa are actually triplets with Natsume and whom Subaru has some kind of beef with??

So Rintarou and Miwa don't even live in the same part of the complex as the kids?? I bet neither of them gave the guys a talk about not sexually harassing Ema while living in such close proximity without a guardian. >.> Plus Wataru is 10 years old, yeah the older bros probably help him but way to be hands off.

Well I was not expecting this twist. While Ema was looking for the empty photo book to put the wedding photos, she found a box with stuff that included a picture of her as a baby being held by a man named Kenji and a certificate that says he's her dad. So if something happened to him and Rintarou adopted her, he's kept this a secret all her life. I get waiting until she was like 12 or so but she's like 16, right? I did get the feeling he wanted to tell her something when he first introduced her to Miwa.

So I've lost all trust in the guide I've been using and have switched to another and am kind of winging it otherwise.

The whole Hikaru thing was so awkward, they didn't tell Ema who Hikaru was so she assumed Hikaru was Kaname's girlfriend and I got second hand embarrassment. Hikaru presents completely feminine including voice but everyone including him finds it funny that Ema thought he was a woman. Miwa was so excited to get a daughter when she had Hikaru this whole time who probably would've loved dressing up. And Ukyou saying it's rude for Hikaru to call he and Ema sisters because ~he's really a man~. Pretty sure Hikaru has a route, I'm scared how that will be handled.

I must like soft boys, I like Ryuusei too.

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Wow, Masaomi being forced into an omiai...and Miwa implying she wished it had been Ema. BTW, Ema is 16 I think and Masaomi is 31. (Speaking as someone who dgaf about age gaps, I just think it's funny especially thinking of the speech Miwa gave about how they don't care if Ema gets with one of her sons despite being their new sister - Rintarou did speak up and say it's Ema's a bit young to be married at 16 after Miwa gave her the bouquet). BTW the wedding is the first time we see Rintarou near Ema again, we don't get any 'fatherly check-ins' to make sure Ema is doing okay with all the boys.

It's interesting how Ryuusei uses 'chii' just like Juli does. 🤔 That's certainly not a common way to address people, ya know??

LMAO sick burn from Ema to Kaname on Christmas, glad she's able to snap back at him for his womanizing.

I'm not sure but I think you can romance Tsubasa and Azusa together, I look forward to that.

Fuuto calling Hikaru an okama...he is such a little terror wth.

Oop, Sasakura finally confessed his feelings to Ema and of course someone overheard. I feel maybe a little bad for Sasakura, he's not a bad guy. He should've confessed sooner, though I think Ema would've said 'I don't see you that way' still. He did say 'you might change your mind' but he also said he'd like to be friends so I don't think he would bring it up again unless she did, which she won't.

Ack, Yuusuke started avoiding Ema because of the rumors that they were going out. =( He's the one who wanted to keep it secret that they were siblings now. The rumors would die down if they told the truth. (Of course that would not help in this situation since they like each other.)

On Ema getting bullied by Minakami... "If I ignore it it will stop." Maybe if you completely abandoned Yuusuke but it will only escalate as long as you stay by his side. And Yuusuke needs to know about it unless you think he's the kind of guy who would want to be friends with a bully. Fuuto's part in Yuusuke becoming aware of the bullying was interesting.

No birthday for Ema where the LI gives her a prezzy? =(

The sleepovers were my favorite part! I wonder if the other routes get something similar? Lol I'm scared to imagine Kaname's.

So Yuusuke turned out to be a big tsundere who has a sense of justice, and if you choose 'fair' options, even if his sense of chivalry rears up, he likes Ema better for it. He can be a bit sexist but it's not ill-intentioned of course. I found Yuusuke/Ema to be really sweet and enjoyed them together. I worry I should have saved him for last though after a spoiler I saw...I may just end up feeling bad for him with each new route, oops.

I saved some screencaps but didn't realize the program wasn't working right, booo.

After I finished the route I went back and looked at the Yuusuke album only to realize I was missing one, and there was no way I was moving on with this game until I got it, so I had to look through multiple guides until I tracked it down, finally went into the Memories section and found the right chat, I still don't know how it happened but it was worth it for this screenshot:


I'd say I give this route an 8.5/10? I'm typing this when it's been a few weeks since finishing because of trying to figure out what scene I was missing;;

As for the game itself, it was very tedious after a while of scheduling days with only a few chats here and there plus the amount of repeating dates, even though I did the same date location multiple times I still think I misses some scenarios. At least I'll be more used to it when I do another route.
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Aw, how long in the future does this take place? Shiki, Kanata and Nayuta on the rooftop talking about the past.

"I've been through a lot, too," Kanata said, tracing back his memories as he looked at the sky. "Far as I can remember, I was a real bastard. I got off to a shitty start with SUZAKU from BAE. I even got told off by the Nayuta phantom I had made... even when you weren't around, Nayuta, you kept saving me. ... I act like I'm such hot shit, but the truth is I can't cut it on my own. I've been relying on everyone around me to get by."

I'm proud of Kanata that he's able to say all this out loud. =')

"Man, while I was out, you guys have both grown up a lot, huh?" Nayuta said with a pout, giving the smiling Kanata and Shiki a pointed, slightly jealous look.

Oh, we're getting Nayuta's POV the day he jumped!! Man, these stories are a blessing.

"Bastard..." Kanata growled, almost animalistic. The atmosphere quickly turned gentle, however, as Kanata reached out to gently cup Nayuta's cheeks. The warmth of his hand felt nice, and Nayuta lifted his own hands to place them atop Kanata's.

Huddled together on a single narrow futon, they touched each other to prove that they were both still there.

They put their foreheads together, close enough for their breath to intermingle, and spoke in hushed tones like they were telling each other a secret. It probably wasn't necessary, but they still wanted to convey the feeling of secrecy and intimacy between the two of them.


My poor co-dependent boys...

He had been surprised by how well anything fashionable suited Kanata, and he wanted to spend his entire life enjoying it.

If it suits Kanata then it suits you too, Nayuta!

Hahahaha Nayuta kicking that guy in the dick who was bullying Shiki!

Aww Shiki/Nayuya's first meeting. Shiki was the first person outside of Kanata to show him unconditional kindness.

Damn, so Shiki's mother and father died protecting him, he had his father's rosary as a keepsake and it got stolen by a thug. Wait does he ever get that back?

Nayuta couldn't give Shiki a place in cozmez so he did the next best thing by showing him his secret hideout and making it theirs.



So the whole reason Nayuta started doing the clinical trials job for Alter Trigger is because Kanata wanted an expensive instrument, and since he still believed in Santa, Nayuta wanted to get it for him. And it was as he was trying to figure out what part job Kanata was doing that he got recruited for it. He told Shiki who was worried about it and offered to get a part time job to help. Nayuta promised not to overdo it but we all know how that went......

Nayuta thought perhaps that his ability to feel happiness just for someone else’s sake was one of Shiki’s true talents.

Really sweet observation.

It would've been cute if Shiki surprised Nayuta with his own Christmas gift to him.

Nayuta's POV as he fell was a LOT. At first he felt like he had ended it well and Kanata was his last thought, but then he heard and saw Shiki's anguish and realized he'd fucked up, because Shiki had never been that upset before and Nayuta did that to him and he was leaving Kanata alone to boot.

He had just forced his burden upon Shiki instead of Kanata. He had twisted Shiki’s warm and kind smile.

So thinking so hard about Kanata and Shiki was kind of like what Allen and Anne did for Hajun when his phantometal was taking over?

That was such a good story, it covered a lot of stuff I was wondering and then some!!


some stuff about majik

Friday, October 17th, 2025 09:12 am
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Some rambling about Madan no Ichi spoiler before the leaks came out. So BE WARNED
WARNING HUGE SPOILER )

now i get the coffee-shop writers TBH

Thursday, October 16th, 2025 12:20 am
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*births an evil alien from my spine, epicly*

hieee everymeep ::) im. MEGA HYPER TIRED AND ACHEY!!!!! Its gonna be that time of the year isnt it.. hashtag chronic pain enjoyers unite against cold weather flares

ive been having really bad sudden stings of back pain (like, specifically on the spine, but of course my lower-back-hips-area is not exempt) and around the shoulderblade, but i think its from sudden stress i was in with the Exam Week and the Terrible Horrifying Essay and other such chokingful amounts of homework.

At least, it's finally... thursday. TOMORROW'S viernes SO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALMOST WEEKEND""!?!"!!>!"

And on saturday i SHOULD be going to an event in the Hornet cosplay!!!!Gawly gawhs!!!

my The Guy™ practically did it for me .. NOT LIKE I WANT TO ENSLAVE HIM, but actually having the time and places to do this together is. Really Hard. See, my parents dont let me go to anyone's house no matter what. One time they let me just to make this project we just HAD to do and they got mega mad at me anyway for.. BEING BUSY WHILE DOING EVERYTHING OF THE VIDEO PROJECT IN 1 DAY WITH JUST A FEW HOURS TO DO IT.

Well, whatever. He helped out of the incredibly vast kindness of his heart. I also have been saving money so I'll buy myself stuff there, but the coolbest part is obviously cosplaying-- is that a fucking butterfly in the library. WOAH. Okay.

Ok and I also ran out of time before class but its like, nothingburger class. Tutorias. how do u even translate that.

Anyway i DO Get coffee-shop writers now. ykwitaat (you-know-what-im-talking-about-absolutely-totally) cause when i write my journal entries or fanfics anywhere outside of my house? Bliss and beauty, bliss and beauty man. Especially when its night and like all nice and im outside. Maybe what I need is to change my environment to be a bit happier but like. No space at home to do that ::P lets see what I do when i get myself another place to live in like an adult. yEAH i kNOW im barely 18 but like.....

anywayyyyy ::P gotta go n shtuff but.. woahhHornet.
Also the cosplay is coming together really beautiful. Well i think he's practically done. We dont have the cloak/dress but i have a red dress and coat i can throw on-
OK I RLY GOTTA GET GOING IM A SUPER SLOW WALKER Byah

October Webnovel TBR

Thursday, October 16th, 2025 04:01 pm
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Using my gameboard! Last challenge here.

So many good ones last time! I'd like to continue some of them for sure. 👌


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Mo Dao Zu Shi | Supernatural
Skill: re-draw a prompt once

Roll #1

A 4 (at least it's not a 7 this time). Prompt: fantasy element. Trash of the Count's Family.

Roll #2

A 9 and the 'generate from reading list' tile. A 12, that's...well, what a sad time to find out Unicorn Legion was dropped by the author. T_T Waiting Upon You then, the BDSM one.

Roll #3

A 7, prompt: mood read basically. There's no 'mutual unrequited love' but that's what I wanted so I found this close-enough list. Picked one that was on my Unread list already: Ever Since I Take Home An Adonis Who Has Lost His Business.

Roll #4

Another 7. Prompt: Highest rated on TBR. We have a tie with Little Mushroom and SAYE at 4.8 stars. The tag difference is sci-fi vs slice of life, I'm feeling the latter so SAYE it is!

Roll #5

A 7...again? Prompt: arranged marriage. I don't want to read something like that right now so using my skill. I'll go with reverse harem since I haven't read It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game in a while.

Roll #6

A 4, right before the end. Prompt: flowers on the cover. There were three options, I chose Epiphanies of Rebirth.

Roll #7

A 7 and the end. Gwangong or Cai Cai...Survive! Gwanggong! it is again!


Webnovel TBR List:

[Fantasy/Adventure] Trash of the Count's Family
[BDSM/BL] Waiting Upon You
[BL/Romance] Ever Since I Take Home An Adonis Who Has Lost His Business
[BL Romance/Drama] SAYE
[Game/Reverse Harem] It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game
[Time Rewind//Business/BL] Epiphanies of Rebirth
[Game/BL] Survive! Gwanggong!

x5 BL, x1 Het and x1 Gen

Well wishes for a nice day!

Thursday, October 16th, 2025 07:34 am
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It is so great to wake up and feel well!

As many complaints as you hear from me, there are still on occasion, days where I wake up, completely free of any complaint. No tiredness, no achiness, no pain, no... complaints! It truly actually happens sometimes, like today, but it is not common enough.

Many days, thankfully, and I wake up, and may not feel well for the first 15-20 minutes that I am awake, and as I get moving, it feels better.

And, even though I am waking up feeling well today, it is not guaranteed to last through the day. I'm still often getting 10k+ steps in.

It should be noted that I think different medical problems have different consequences: so when I tell you that I'm really feccing sick, and still getting 10-15k steps in per day... it is not my argument that all sick people should be required to heavily exercise even while sick.

As I have stated before, it can regularly be the case that if I exercise, it can help my chest feel better. You can't walk off a broken leg etc.

----

Yesterday was really not great, I felt sick a lot of yesterday. Thankfully sort of lightly in the way where comfort was possible, but unfortunately just could not do much.

I was hanging out with my Okaasan.S, and she wanted to go for a walk.. I wasn't feeling well, and didn't know if it would really work out or not.. but I opted to agree. We went and checked out a shop, and had a nice time. After that, she went on her way, I hopped on a bus, and then I continued walking for about another mile long walk before ending it for the day.

I didn't feel that great, but it was enjoyable enough. In some ways, I did feel better walking than I did laying down, but it was very comfortable to rest frequently. I regularly rest frequently on my walks these days.

When I first started picking up seriously walking, I didn't rest as much. I was there for the exercise, so I would just really walk a lot with out many breaks, and it was fine.

I can definitely do that more than I do these days. But when I go out for a walk, I'm not just going for the exercise, I'm also going to enjoy my time being outside. So, I very much enjoy sitting and taking breaks along the way!

....

Police harassment

I'm back home, it's not bad. The vacation was mostly great, but the first day I showed up, I went out for walks, and saw as many as 15-20 patrol cars.

They were just driving around, and their cars are not as offensive as the ones here in the inner city. Just a small emblem and I don't think they even had flashers.

I just let it be, and continued on my way. But they kept continuing their psychological experiments on me. And I am certain they are doing this on purpose: they have arrest me, placed me in a jail cell for at least a week, I have a record online, they definitely know who I am.

One day, they got out of their car at a street corner that I would have to walk by to get back home.

And since I have been back here from my "vacation," about two days ago, I was out, and they were parked outside of where I live.

I decided to call 911 and complain about the level of harassment. They put me through to the supervisor, and all I got was: "I'm sorry that happened to you, but we cannot make them move." Literally, a heart surgery recipient in a jail cell, and all they can say is "Sorry, but we can't do anything." If you really think that a disabled person belongs in a jail cell, then yes, I do think that you belong in a behavioral health unit.

TV Show Check-in: School Spirits S1E1

Wednesday, October 15th, 2025 04:51 pm
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Season 1

Episode 1: Wow! Okay, so episode starts with Maddie as a ghost realizing that she doesn't remember what happened to her. Blood was found in the school boiler room and she is missing.

There is basically a group therapy for ghosts and the teacher tries to help them accept that they're gone and to move forward (to 'the great beyond'). Of course Maddie can't accept that attitude because she has no idea what happened to her and she's not ready in general. She had a boyfriend and two close friends, and her mom was a drug addict so she had to take care of her.

Throughout the episode we found out the attitude of the school, her friends and family and tiny hints about what happened. The biggest suspect is the boyfriend because he's a 'bad boy' but there's no evidence until we find out he has Maddie's phone. However it turns out he had it because he was cheating on her and and was trying to cover up evidence of it.

At the very end, Maddie thanks her friend Simon for his kind words and friendship while looking at him in the window while the vigil for her goes on outside...and he seems to see her!!!

IMO I think she is dead, otherwise they'd have found her in a hospital, unless they're a doctor who could've taken her home and insured she survived? And I feel like it would've shown in her ghost body through flickering or moments of clarity.

So I think this will be about her solving her murder and through this connection to Simon getting the info to him, and since it's multiple seasons, she'll continue helping other people.

🔊 Daily music

Wednesday, October 15th, 2025 02:36 pm
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@ Spotify

I summoned you, please come to me
Don't bury thoughts that you really want
I fill you up, drink from my cup
Within me lies what you really want 🎤

Elley Duhé - Middle of the Night

Haiku Are Stupid and They Don’t Have Titles or Rhymes

Wednesday, October 15th, 2025 02:06 pm
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In orange filled-fields
Longing for the crows I scare —
Oh lovely evening

I've been interested in haiku lately, which, of course, means I had to learn how to write haiku in both English and Portuguese. This endeavor made me realize I kinda hate the English language — mostly because it is so simple it feels limiting. While trying to learn about poetic syllables in both languages, I realized that it is much easier to find material to study in Portuguese than in English. I attribute that to the fact that poetry is a much bigger part of the culture in Brazil than in the U.S., and most, if not all, people had to learn how to read and write poetry in school, simply because it is necessary for a proper understanding of the language in its more nuanced aspects.

No vento e no sol
O lembrar de teu sorriso,
Sereno Momento

That said, poetic syllables in English are a bit “vibes-based.” You need to know which sounds form a syllable — for example, in “Longing for the crows I scare,” the separation is [Lon/ging – for – the – crows – I – scare], so all words aside from the first one are single poetic syllables. While in Portuguese that’s also kinda how it’s done, the syllables are separated much like grammatical syllable separation, with some rules added for good measure. Like in the poem above, “Sereno momento” is separated as [Se/re/no – Mo/men/to], but the “to” syllable is not considered because of the last tonic syllable “men” that comes before it. Also, in “No vento e no sol” there’s a junction in [ven/toe], so “to e” is a single poetic syllable.

All in all, haiku is a fun language exercise — kinda like a bite-sized grammatical puzzle in which you can express complex ideas using only three verses. There’s also the kigo [季語], which is a word that relates to one of the seasons. That’s because haiku is heavily associated with the “man and nature” relationship. And there’s the “stop,” which is actually a grammatical quirk of the Japanese language, but can be somewhat translated using punctuation like “—” and commas.

I still find it stupid that haiku don’t have titles or rhymes, but I guess a writer can do whatever he wants lol.
I don’t fear you, Haiku Police and Cult Writer Clowns!

Some good platform for blogging, journaling, & archiving

Wednesday, October 15th, 2025 07:27 am
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Recently, with modern social media becoming more unfriendly for long-form posting & archiving, I really think people should give blogging platforms a try!
Seeing my mutuals on Twitter making long-ass threads for reviews, essays, or thoughts is kinda painful to look at because Twitter’s format is simply not really great for long-form posts. Not to mention how hard it is to archive posts these days, with how volatile modern social media has become, where you can randomly get suspended over nothing or their AI police acts up.

So that’s where blogging & journaling become useful! You can write in long form without character limit restrictions, and sometimes it’s great to archive some of your thoughts/reviews/essays/media lists in blog posts! No more weird clogged-up Twitter threads or messy FB posts.

“I want to try blogging or use a platform to write essays, but I don’t know which site I should join..”
Great, you’ve come to the right place! Because in this post, I will give recommendations about websites that are good for blogging & journaling, and I’ll elaborate on which site is suited for your needs.

This list is based on my experiences using them and also my friends who use them. There are many blogging sites, and I will narrow it down to which sites are great, so you don’t have to be confused. And here we go, based on my personal recommendations:

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hawly hell that thing is going to COLEG..

Thursday, October 9th, 2025 07:48 pm
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hayoo everymeep ::3 yeah yeah huge big hiatus ik ik you can expect that from me alwayz..

Well you read the title im AT COLLEGE!! UNIVERSITY! Dont know the word, actually, because epic spanish. I am studying... guess.. LAW!!! *yawn* well, thats not super exciting sounding, is it? It is a bit cool, because I am still on afternoon schedule just like in highschool (in which i studied programming), which, is a great schedule. If you dont care about having extracurriculars or going to events, because if its not on a Saturday, its smack in the middle of class hours on a weekday. Also the cafeteria closes at 4, while my classes start at 3... So. Ahahahahhahahhaahahahhahahahaha - not that I was looking forward to wasting money at school, mind you..

Currently, I just got out of class, and I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up - If I can get back into the habit (AND HAVE THE FREE TIME OH MY GOD-!!!!) I could sneak a few short entries while i wait for certain classes or to be picked up. Right now, I dont have a lot of time, and if I pause this entry mid-write, I'll never finish it like the thousand others, so whenever I write, I will publish when I lose the time to keep writing, even if I leave a few thoughts un-ended. Better than nothing - now just believe that i will stick to my word. I cant wait to talk to you guys about my halloween-this-saturday-event cosplay though, but thats def for another time. I would love to say "when I get home-" but I have a tremendous essay to handwrite HAHAHHAAA.

Studying Law is cool-ish. I actually kinda wanna write some laws for stuff like Wings of Fire or Hollow Knight, now, and I love reading about law around the world and ancient civilizations like egyptian and mesoamerican.. I love me some ancient culture gawh damn!

I love writing and typing gehehhhh..

It is full of heavy work, and it will only get heavier. Though at least I get along well with the teachers - they all seem to like me a lot and say I'm smart, so that's always always good.

Also, right now, I have a pet caterpillar!!

I got her recently, my dad caught her walking on the sidewalk at work, and he brought her to me, possibly as apology for throwing away on accident a pillbug I had collected a while ago at that time, which i got a bit upset by.

I've identified her, i think, as a white-lined sphinx, and she's huge!!! I'm a bit worried I haven't been feeding her perfectly, though I have had her for some good days now and she has eaten voraciously, and I've cleaned her enclosure twice a day, and allowed her to walk around on my (previously cleaned and disinfected) hands. Since a day or two now, she has suddenly been reluctant to eat and seems lethargic, and she worries me. When I thought she was dead, she got up and walked, but i have an odd feeling. Please readers do pray with me for her health - maybe she is about to pupate.. i hold out to hope thats why. I scarcely remember the last time I raised a caterpillar to moth.

I dont super wanna get into some new topic since by now (8 o clockk!) my dad should arrive any moment now, but,, hmm.

Well, I have been playing Silksong. And my cosplay will be HORNET!!!! I have dreamed of cosplaying for quite too long. I think my only successful cosplay-costume-attempt was a Grimm one (also from Hollow Knight), using a coat as a cape and my mom's skills at Makeupstry to have something similar to his mask. Everything else, from the obscure AU sans that got mistook for Pennywise (????) to the cursed plague doctor delivery guy bs (????) has been a horrid failyure!!!!! OH I GOT TO GO ILL TELL YOU LATER ABOUT IT!!

Anime Check-in:🎐Wind Breaker S2E11-12 END

Tuesday, October 14th, 2025 03:17 pm
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Wind Breaker
season 2

Episode 11: Endou jumping off the building in slow-mo and then the pain hits. XD

Suou and Sakura jumping to cover Nirei! Nodding at each other!

Lol I like how Tsubaki was like 'Sakura don't!' but then everyone approved when he called Endou a piece of crap.

Nirei getting so angry on Sakura's behalf. :')

Sakura: "You choose where you belong."
*Yamato thinks of Takiishi*

Lmao Yamato's unpredictability making every stop and start multiple times.

Aww Suzuri having fun gaming. :')

Episode 12: Sugishita's reaction when he saw the trio. 🤣 Poor Nirei's gonna get an ulcer at being yelled at so much recently...

Nirei telling Fuurin's story was adorbs animated. And he got so much praise, babyyyy.

Sakura hearing that the Fuurin he came to Makochi to find was what Yamato wanted and Umemiya stopped. I wonder what would have happened if Sakura met Yamato first? I mean, Sakura would still be Sakura, he wouldn't suddenly become a 'bad guy', I feel like he'd get hurt bad or be used if Yamato pulled out all the stops.

Season 3, season 3! *bangs fist on table* Training and Umemiya backstory next! And then...the big battle for Makochi!
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Season 1

Episode 8: Wow, the Student Council can even get to students not going to school.

omg I can't, En got possessed by the hikimori-ness and is now acting like a child

En: "Maybe it's menopause."

Atsushi: "Give back En-chan!"

En princess carrying Atsushi after saving himi!! "You need to eat more, you're too light!" 🤣

Did the power of gay friendship just break the possession...?

I'm guessing En and Atsushi became friends sometime after Kinshirou scarpered. Speaking of, he seemed happy En and Atsushi were fighting. :I

Episode 9: I wonder how Zundar and Wombat would interact...and why does Zundar get a name but Wombat is named after the creature he looks like?

Zundar eating that snail was so gross!

WTF that reporter duo was in the bath water listening in the whole time.

Isn't the Student Council pretty dumb for not even considering that the club called 'Earth Defense Club' could be the group stopping their nefarious deeds? "But they're lowlifes, no way they're the people who keep stopping us!" but like, just look at their personalities/actions, even if you can't see their faces clearly it's still pretty obvious. At least investigate them like the reporters are doing!


Cosplay, how fun! And cute!

omg is that fish the reporters have like Zundar and Wombat?!

10.14.25

Tuesday, October 14th, 2025 05:51 am
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I think that's all I've got for today. I have three doctors' appointments later on in the day. Great!

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Monday, October 13th, 2025 09:45 pm
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+ Long weekend. Had dinner with parents. Did a lot of faffing around aside from that. I feel like I didn't really do much aside from sleep and watch movies.

+ Some people invited me out to a thing, then cancelled but forgot to inform me. I didn't find out until the afternoon on the day it was going to happen, when I sent a text to check on the time (though luckily with enough notice that it wasn't a big deal). I'm still kind of annoyed about it. Like, on the one hand, I didn't really want to go to this thing anyway. On the other hand... dude, seriously? They want to reschedule, but I'm 50/50 on whether I'll decline.

+ Watched Akira Kurosawa's Dreams. Beautiful film, but very very artsy. It's an anthology of eight vignettes or "dreams", each inspired by an actual recurring dream Kurosawa had. Some are more fantastical than others. I'm glad that I took the time to watch it, but I'm also very glad that it was not my first Akira Kurosawa film - I don't think it would have been a good introduction to his work. Very recommended for Art Film enthusiasts though.

+ [Hetalia] Came across someone grumbling about the prevalence of SE/FI and the lack of other FI pairs, and on the one hand yeah I feel that, but on the other hand they were going on about how they've never seen work with other FI pairs except as a joke, and I'm like - hold on. Excuse me. Dude, you haven't been looking. Sure, there isn't a lot, but I've never seen a NO/FI or EE/FI shipper who wasn't 100% earnest and enthusiastic. There aren't a lot of fanworks out there, but there are some, and a lot of them are quite nice. Pairings other than those two are much fewer, but every so often something unexpected turns up. You just have to go looking, man. Or make your own. ...Anyway, it did remind me of a No/Fi story I've had notes for that I never did get around to writing. Maybe I'll try to write it when I'm on vacation in November. Not that I'll be sharing it with that asshole, but I do like the idea and it'd be nice to get it on paper.

🌈 BL Asian Drama Check-in: "Unknown" ep. 1-3

Monday, October 13th, 2025 10:30 pm
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Episode 1: Wei Qian lives with his younger sister and becomes part of a gang doing small things to make money. When he takes in Wei Zhi Yuan he starts doing more serious stuff until it becomes too much and he leaves, except Wei Zhi Yuan gets kidnapped and Wei Qian has to win three boxing matches to get him back, which he manages.
 
Episode 2: Wei Zhi Yuan is determined to do whatever Wei Qian wants to help him and make him proud even if it's not something he personally wants to do.

Wei Qian's friend and honorary family member San Pang attempts to set Wei Qian up with a girlfriend because 'it would be good for their household' but it just makes Wei Qian remember the deep trauma he has about his mother. :(

Episode 3: Wei Zhi Yuan offers his help to Wei Qian's company to make their app.

Lili, the sister, asks Wei Zhi Yuan what his dream is but all he can thinking about is past scenes with Wei Qian (so I think the answer is 'continuing to be with Wei Qian').

Wei Qian gets upset at Lili wearing something too mature for her age (how old is she?) and accuses her of trying to be like her mother, which really upsets her and she falls on the stars. A man stops to help her (was he a guy from Le gang?)

More awful flashbacks with Wei Qian's mom.

Are we supposed to know who that doctor is??

Episode 4: The BL book Wei Zhi Yuan was reading was apparently just a prop, I tried looking it up. 🤭

Wei Qian attempts to teach Wei Zhi Yuan boxing but the latter keeps getting distracted lol Awkward moment there.

I can understand why Wei Zhi Yuan doesn't want to do it, he watched Wei Qian get beaten to an itch of his life and now he wants Wei Zhi Yuan to fight him in the ring? But the former just wants to teach Wei Zhi Yuan to protect himself after he sends him away to America or wherever.

OMG Wei Qian and Lili scrambling to put the BL goods down and leave Wei Zhi Yuan's room before he came in.

I wasn't expecting the kiss development, I'm guessing it will be played off since the opening scene of ep. 1 hasn't happened yet.

🔊 Daily music

Monday, October 13th, 2025 03:58 pm
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@ Spotify

I don't wanna lose control
Nothin' I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest
I don't wanna lose control 🎤

Zoe Wees - Control

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